so

2004-09-08T07:56:00.000-07:00

am i dying? i dunnno. =X
im scareddd. [ ppl pls dunch ask mi why ]
is so.. i dunnoe how to put in..
i feel so lonely.. i cant tell anyone..
wad shld i do.. wad will happened to mi?
why why.. im afraid. i really am
argh i feel lyk juz crying it out and everyting's over
but i cant.. no matter how hard i cry..
it will still be the same..
tell me.. wad am i supposed to do?
im at a loss.
is it really the worst tt i've imagined?
mummy save me..
is all these true or is it merely a dream?
am i only scaring myself?
sumbody.. HELP ME ..
but u noe u cant..

*i noe u will protect mi no matter wad.
thnx for being there when i nided you..
really. i do care.
if it's time for me to leave.
take me away
away from tis pain.
haiizzzzzzz. heal me

++ wad im toking? LOLZZZZZZZZZ k la crapz.. im boliao

2004-08-14T09:55:00.000-07:00

this midi is so so so so so so farmiliar. aHHS. i mean nort my blog midi lahz. blurr. lolz. haiiz. reminiscents of the past. oh well. everything seemed to be cumming back to me. the memories which we all shared. ahhs. can still rmb clearly wad i was doing back then. it was soo. silly. ahhas. so cute =X as if. however. im glad it's all over. :D lyfe aint the same anymore. really. is da truth. lyfe i guess hav definitely been better. altho kip sadding. ahahhaz. i believe there's always a rainbow after the rain :D. it will. siaoz eh. still wide awake at tis hr. wonder why i cant seem to slpp. ahh.. nort at home.. SIANZ. anyway anyway. today saw tt SUPER KAWAII pigg. oh gosh it. i wish tt's MINE!! haiis. oh well. forget it. ahhaz. no money lahz. declared bankruptcy!!. hahaz. not tt exagerating. but.. tt pigg is so so so so aDORAble!! omgg. anyway saw tt er xin cats again. it is juz so er xin. dunch understand why sum ppl lyk cats. sianified. ahhaz.anyway i lazy make nice my fonts. another day perhaps? kept luffing today. dunch noe why. siao baz. lolz. anyway i had fun.. cutting tings.. wif my scissors today. oh well.. :D heh heh..

backk

2004-08-08T06:57:00.000-07:00

9 wkz.. =D time flies.
oh yah. tml's national day!!. haii. last yr ndp is still lyk ytd oni lor. missed it. sad case. nvm.. wahhas. gonna see the fireworks tml. it would be nice !!.. beautiful i mean.. tt's for sure :D too long nv update le. guess i say few tings baz. btw i pierced another ear hole ytd. =X siao de. mie.. haha now still got bit pain. bit la.. cant eat much seafood.. rojak and egg. hahaz. might infection.. the person say de.. but still i ate prawns tis two days =X hahaz.. ok wadeva. im mad. lolz. tml hab to do bio proj. oh well. sianz. hope it ends early den i cum home chiong hmk. try lahz. see if i got mood or nort? dun hab den too bad le lahz.. anyway im broke now. die! ahhaz. wahha i hate my chi cher. she so fierce. lyk owe her money lyk tt..everytime cum in black face .. wth manz.. haii. i wan wugui lao shi or chan doa hin. they slacker. i feel lyk slipshoding lehx. but better nort :D.. anyway the mac promo ting. i've wasted their paper. filled up twice but lazy do. ahhahaz. anyway juz having fun wif it hur :P haiiz. anyway. gurls are silly recently.. over sumting and they tried to cut their wrist. why harm urself. torturin and tormentin urself over a guy is nort worth it lor. but back to point. u wouldnt noe wad would u do if u suffer a big blow har? oh well. juz wished u will stop being foolish....

sad case

2004-07-28T19:02:00.000-07:00

Message: Would you do it too ?

A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on the
road...
Girl: Slow down. Im scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on
yourself? Its bugging me.

(In the paper the next day):

A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of
break failure.
2 people were on it,
but only 1 survived.
The truth was that halfway down the road,
the guy realized that his breaks broke,
but he didn't want to let the girl know.
Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug 1
last time,
then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even
though it meant that he would die.

wad a.. =X

2004-07-27T07:36:00.000-07:00

i've juz type a damn long entry. and guess wad..

guess

.. the entry's gone... accidentally cancel it w/out saving. ahh. pek kiat. nvmmm. i tink im tired. tt's all.

2004-07-27T06:28:00.000-07:00

ahhhhhh. he's sooo cutE!. lol. what u tink? my ChiNese cherr lah. tt wu gu lao shi. =X he's damn damn funny. hahas. make mi almost die laughing at the spot lorr omggg/ the way he pulled up the screen.. ~~LOLZ~~. okayz. he's juz being kind. he's a damn good tempered cher. never seen him flaring off b4 . heez. and. he got DAMN "good" hearing ahaz. whole clz luffing at him cos of wad yek peng say.. yet he's deaf. oh well.

fixing a broken heartt

2004-07-27T05:12:00.000-07:00

fixing a broken heart >>
There was nothing say the day you left
I just filled a suitcase full of regrets
I hailed a taxi in the rain
Looking for some place to ease the pain
Then like an answered prayer
I turned around and found you there

You really where start (you really know where to start)
Fixing a broken heart
You really know what to do
Your emotional tools
Can cure any fool
Whose dreams have fallen apart?
Fixing a broken heart
I never could understand
What you're going to through
There must be a plan that led me to you
Coz' all the heart just disappears
Every moment you are near
Just like an answered prayer
You make the loneliness easy to bear

Bridge:
Soon the rain will stop falling, baby
So let's forget the past
Coz here we are at last